The emotional roller coaster of fitness
As I sat down to write the update on my marathon journey, the space I was in as I reflected on these past few weeks was filled with highs and lows. Confidence became insecurity. Optimism turned into doubt. It felt as if my dreams were better described as fantasy. I’m not here to be overly dramatic about this. In fact, I find this emotional roller coaster to be a positive thing – and one that comes with my dedication to a life of fitness.
The plot twist in my marathon journey
Before my career as a lawyer, I was an aspiring screenwriter. The rest of that story is for another day, except to say that, if I was scripting a story of someone running a marathon, it would probably go something like this. The protagonist of the story is someone who overcame significant obstacles to be able to try to achieve a long-held dream of running a marathon. Upon seemingly overcoming every hurdle in his way, he trained hard for race day and continued to improve day after day as the race approached. It appeared that not only would his dream of running a marathon happen, but he would run it faster than he ever imagined. But, naturally, a plot-twist occurs, and the protagonist faces a big setback – one that puts the marathon in jeopardy. Then, the ending can go several different ways . . .
Pain: A moment of physical and mental struggle
This is not my typical marathon post. I’m not going to provide an overall update of my training since the last post. And I’m not going to include the journal of my training below this – that will wait for the next post. I wasn’t even going to blog this week, but I want to share this moment I’m going through in real time as I struggle – both physically and mentally – to deal with pain.